




I am feeling an excruciating pain. I want to record all these moments. I want to see tomorrow, how much of it I have suffered. I want to see how I got out of it. All I did is loved.! and this is my crime. And I loved with all my heart, I loved with everything which I had, I just forgot about myself...
Posted on 25 July 2025 | 1:48 pm
Read postI am really confused. My faith has become unclear. Luckily its still there in its blobbed format. I have always believed in one supreme power which different people summon(pray) in different ways. I gave it the form of a mother in my imagination, loving and caring but at the same restricting me from...
Posted on 18 October 2010 | 8:44 am
Read postI wish there will be blood, I wish there is so much pain, Yes I am a masochist, sadist evil, my words are all insane. I wish there is vicious hatred, no love shall ever survive, So deep darkness spreads, every light flickers and dies. No dreams that are left to embrace, but nightmares haunt [...]...
Posted on 30 September 2010 | 2:56 pm
Read postIt hurts so bad, I cannot breathe, I fall on my knees, in pain I writhe. I love you so much, you can never feel, Insane, and crazy, in abyss I reel. ************************************ My nerves all tightened, so eager to burst, My breaths so short, even breathing does hurt. I cannot see, my eyes a...
Posted on 7 September 2010 | 6:53 am
Read postAnd yes . you wakeup, so cheerful and happy, And no you don't wanna do it.. feel sad and crappy.. Yeah there you are.. you'r blessed with beauty.. No .. you don't have it ..nything but sanity... Thou wakes up among those thousands love messages.. and you so lonely.. checking out but trashes... You a...
Posted on 15 February 2010 | 12:30 am
Read postYeah, I know I am disturbing the chronological order but I can't wait to write about my first karate class. In the morning when I went for the demo class I could see a number of students wearing the (GI) karate dress, adorned in green, blue and orange belts. My first impression was.. okay that's not...
Posted on 9 January 2010 | 11:19 pm
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